I did notice a difference today with trying to stay positive and keeping my negative thoughts and words in check. I didn't yell or curse at anyone while I was driving, and that is just amazing. My troubled co-worker, Clytee, and I actually had normal conversations today-compared to Friday where we said 2 words to each other. That was a really good change, because not only is she my co-worker but she is my boss and we really need to function as a team. I forgot that I wanted to try putting salt at the front of my teller station, where the customers stand, and see if that made any difference in the attitudes I recieved. I'll try that Friday. I guess the coolest thing was-this is where Willow and Mary smack me-is that I actually tried cleaning my shields during the day. I know, some of you are saying WTF? Don't worry about it. Or if you are really interested, email me and I'll tell you all about shields and bubbles. Instead of actually smudging myself, which I don't do as often as I should, I visualized smudging my self and wiping all that crap off my shields like windshield wiper blades. And I noticed a difference right away! I felt more clear and focused, not drowning in my bad thoughts. I only wish it had helped with this head cold I seem to be coming down with. Started today, lots of post-nasal drip and scratchy throat. Thought it was allergies but now I am beginning to suspect not. Here is another test, though. Maybe I should keep telling myself it is only allergies and it will be! In the meantime, I'll get lots of rest and drink plenty of fluids and take my vitamins. And I will kick this off before it turns into anything unpleasant!