My mood has been better this week. Part of it was PMS, as usual. Moody, moody, moody. Better now.
So not paying attention at work yesterday and I smacked my bad knee into my desk. Ouch! Had to abandon my station and go in the back and try not to cry. Bothered me all day and night, had a hard time sleeping last night. Got up this morning and went downstairs. My knee said screw you and gave out twice on the way down the stairs. So when I got to work I called the doctors. Went this afternoon and after laughing at me, because she had just seen me Thursday of last week, my doc sent me for x-rays. She thinks I maybe fractured my knee cap/patella. Joy. If I didn't, she is going to send to physical therapy to strengthen my knee. I am actually looking forward to that, I want to get back to hiking and horse riding. And she gave me blessed vicodin! Yay, I can sleep tonight! Hopefully I will find out tomorrow if I damaged my knee alot more or just a little bit more. Definitely by Monday I should hear from Dr. Go. I love her name. It's like Dr. No but better. Shawn you would like her.
Anyways, not much else going on!

I have managed to waste a whole perfectly good weekend! I have a whole weekend off, I didn't have to work late Friday, or Saturday or Sunday and I didn't do anything! Sat on the sofa and watched TV or read my book all day Saturday. Ran out to Target briefly but that was it. Probably run out to the grocery store today. Thought about going to the park for a walk but I am having a hard time getting motivated. Having problems with my knee. A stomach virus is going around my house and I am afraid it will strike while I am out in the middle of nowhere. That would suck! At least it was nice and cool today so I was able to get online. Haven't done that since Colorado. Actually had a couple of emails from Mike saying where the hell are you.
Miserable at work this week and it is starting to take a toll on my attitude. I had been doing so well for the last 5 months! No big swings down into depression. Keeping the Buddhist teachings in the front of my mind. Not so much this week. I have got to get back on track.
Offered a new position at the bank, senior teller at a branch in Columbia. Not sure how I feel about it. Don't think I care whether I take it or not. I think I want a new job making about 5000 more bucks a year. I am college graduate, it shouldn't be that hard! But the only thing I have experience at is banking and that doesn't pay anything! I don't know what to do. I hate it. Do I go back to school? Ugh. Debt. Get a headhunter? I should at least find out how much a head hunter costs. Start applying for a state of md job. Can't hurt to apply and show the universe that I really want a change for the better. I've got to do something.