I have managed to waste a whole perfectly good weekend! I have a whole weekend off, I didn't have to work late Friday, or Saturday or Sunday and I didn't do anything! Sat on the sofa and watched TV or read my book all day Saturday. Ran out to Target briefly but that was it. Probably run out to the grocery store today. Thought about going to the park for a walk but I am having a hard time getting motivated. Having problems with my knee. A stomach virus is going around my house and I am afraid it will strike while I am out in the middle of nowhere. That would suck! At least it was nice and cool today so I was able to get online. Haven't done that since Colorado. Actually had a couple of emails from Mike saying where the hell are you.
Miserable at work this week and it is starting to take a toll on my attitude. I had been doing so well for the last 5 months! No big swings down into depression. Keeping the Buddhist teachings in the front of my mind. Not so much this week. I have got to get back on track.
Offered a new position at the bank, senior teller at a branch in Columbia. Not sure how I feel about it. Don't think I care whether I take it or not. I think I want a new job making about 5000 more bucks a year. I am college graduate, it shouldn't be that hard! But the only thing I have experience at is banking and that doesn't pay anything! I don't know what to do. I hate it. Do I go back to school? Ugh. Debt. Get a headhunter? I should at least find out how much a head hunter costs. Start applying for a state of md job. Can't hurt to apply and show the universe that I really want a change for the better. I've got to do something.